what's wrong wif me.............

there is something or a bad habit (u can say that) where if u know me.. then which most of the time when I talk to ppl I dont really look at them...
a very bad habit huh
cant blame me.. because maybe I am kinda too afraid to look at other ppl when talk to them

is it me or the inner me?
yea yea yea..
ntg to afraid I know........
but I still dont know why I willl act like that when I talk to other ppl...

for some ppl that I know.. they will know I have this kind of habit....
but for dont who dont... they will think that I am no manners...

mother say.. when talk to ppl need to look whom u are talking to.........
about this reminds me about Ghost rider where the rider ask the criminal to look into my eyes, fell the pain ............
lol

hopefully... I will be able to overcome this fear.......
teeehehehe......